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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

blue pants are okay

blue pants.  these are the ones that have fit nicely for a year.

this morning, they were too snug for comfort. and this is okay. not fitting into them does not mean anything bad. i just means that i am successfully becoming healthier. not fitting into this size is not unhealthy.

ED likes to say it is bad. very bad.

today has been spent separating myself from the ED thoughts.

kimberly knows that she is more than the blue pants. she knows that now the khaki pants, the jeans, and the blue pants are just numbers and standards that ED has used to try to brainwash her into believing that she is defined by numbers.

screw that. big time.

i'm developing more curves. hubby loves it.

and yes, i plan on spending a lot of the next six days naked. on my rooftop terrace. yeah, i said it (we're married. get over it. this is brutal honesty), and i'm proud of it. there is more of me to look at one year later.

screw you, ED.


Kelly C said...

You are amazing. Inspiring. Thank you.

Morgan Howard said...

love it! you two love birds have a blast:)

Kimberly said...

thanks for the positive feedback! it really helps!

Laura said...

Sounds like a great time, have fun!!! Proud of you Kim!!

David said...

Oh yeah

Kendall said...

Ok, so I have to admit I was very behind reading your blog, but I just read through this past months entires and I was brought to tears several times. In a good way. I am so proud of you! I admire you. You are awesome. I wish we could spend more time together. I miss you big sister!

My Bottle's Up! said...

"screw you, ED."

YES!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!

so proud of you.